just hope

I want to succeed in the study and organization. I thought it was just a dream because I'm lazy. otherwise I'm also less enthusiasm to learn. addition if the assigment to much in a short time.

I'm confused with myself. why I have no desire to learn. I prefer to spend time hang out with my friends. besides that I seldom make my assigment. what should I do?

I hope in future I can make my parents proud with my academic achievements. besides that I also want to change my bad habits like lazy learning etc.
I hope it happens, amin